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Hello you reader, I recently got a new Arylcylohexamine called 3’-methyl-2-oxo-PCE, or just DMXE (Brand name: 3D-MXE). So as soon as I got it I started with reading some scientific papers and experiences with this substance. Its a fairly new dissociative drug with limited history of human consumption. An Research chemical mhm.
DMXE is part of a series in derivatives of Methoxetamine (MXE). MXE and potentially DMXE share both a dissociative character similar to ketamine, however they also posses opioid properties. DMXE mainly focuses on the NMDA receptor, it is also a seratonin reuptake inhibitor. It lasts also longer than the classic Dissociatives like PCP, Ketamine etc.
In a paper from Colorado state university they stated that DMXE has a bit less Urotoxicity than Ketamines, but still forms harmful metabolites in high doses.
So one night I was feeling like it and pulled out this DMXE. I got it as a 40mg pill, 40mg should be a medium dose according to erowid and psychonaut wiki.
Around 19:50 I swallowed the 40mg, I can remember it tasted sweet for some odd reason. Must have been the filler.
20:20: Not noticing any real effect, maybe a slight stimulation and a slight moodlift but no noticeable effects.
20:30: I went to my room and started reading a book, still not noticing anything. I was already fearing for the worst.
20:45: it has been nearly an hour now, I was thinking that I should at least have noticed some slight effect, but again nothing. I resisted the thought of taking more, maybe I would regret that later and accidently K-Hole.
21:00: I lost a bit of the idea of doing DMXE, I wasn’t feeling anything so if it didn’t work I would not care as much. It would be pretty disappointing tho.
21:10 I wanted to put on some background music while reading so I stood up and walked to my desk. After coming to my desk to retrieve my music box I noticed myself getting a little out of balance, just like the onset off O-PCE (a dissociative I tried to, was very heavy). It was only physical and I could still do everything properly.
21:30 Slowly the DMXE is starting up, very subtle change in audio perception, basses sound deeper and singing sounds way clearer. I tried to walk again but this time no loss of balance, “odd” I thought.
21:35 after checking my physical state for a couple of minutes I got a pen and paper and try to solve a simple math problem: multiply 508 x 102. It took me like 1 minute, checked it with a calculator and I was right. I wasn’t going insane (yet).
21:45 the DMXE is slowly getting intenser, I feel parts of my body getting kind of sedated-like. It is a very weird feeling, almost like someone has cut of the power and it’s working on its last reserves.
21:50 I started noticing my light getting different shades of orange, however when I focused on it, it was back to normal. In my eye corner I noticed also some distortion. Like something dented my vision for a split second.
21:53 The light of my lamp turned from orange into pink into blue back into orange. I also felt a wave of sedation and electric signals going through my body. I had that moment where if I closed my eyes, I couldn’t figure out where my toes were.
21:55 the music is getting very intense now, it feels like the music is taking over my body. I feel every pitch having a physical impact on me. I hear all the different beats separately, and then forging back into each other.
22:00 my eyelids are getting tired, they are slowly closing. I start to check if I have any noticeable hallucinations (except my light). I looked at my land map which always does funky stuff when I experience hallucinations, nothing happened.
22:05 the calmest music soothes me. Every second Im getting more and more relaxed to the point moving body parts is getting a tough job. My thoughts begin to take over, I have very deep thoughts about what happened so far in my life.
22:15 I started having some intense closed eye visuals. But nothing I have ever experienced so far. For example with LSD you have incredible visuals but you aren’t in it. With DMXE I came in a state of mind best compared with a dream.
22:20 I felt everything I was seeing, I was falling through a big massive black-white patterned cube, and I actually felt like falling in real life. First it was a little bit scary but I got used to it.
22:25 I’m imagining the most intense thoughts, every thought is becoming a experience I’m having. I don’t have any real visuals like LSD, it’s more like my mind is so amplified that I can see and experience my thoughts as real.
22:30 in my dream state im going through doors, seeing the most amazing patterns and hearing music so beautifully on the background.
22:35 I reached the peak, I was seeing an old abandoned tower near a waterfall, I could hear the water splashing on the rocks. Next moment I was observing a light bulb looking to the sky, in the background was the sun setting. 5 seconds later I was on the edge of a skyscraper. I felt the instant dizziness of standing on such a height. Beneath my I saw the clouds moving in a Jupiter-gas like way.
I lost contact with the physical world, everything was happening in my mind now. I remember my intense LSD experience where I got transferred to a fantastic unbelievable dimension called WhizWhopLand (I know I didn’t came up with that name, the LSD did). I was almost in the same state. However I didn’t experience any ego death like the WhizWhopLand, I was experiencing everything through my own eyes and body.
22:40 I suppose, I lost track of time:
The next moment I saw myself floating in the sea. I saw myself as a third person, I could zoom in and out on myself. It was really crazy.
The next thing is me (in the water) swam towards the shore of an island. I was still watching from above like a drone. I saw myself following a pathway of dark stones and reaching not much further a Mayan temple like structure with a chair on top.
Me on the island climbed that and suddenly the chair disappeared and made place for a new pathway. The whole temple like structure sank inside the ground and I continued my path, while I was still watching, this moment just behind myself. Like playing a game in third person.
I foraged through the leafs when I found a black hole/dimension entry port. It was like those movies. I was seeing a big door like black pathway, with on the other end stars and weird moving gray strains of substance.
I suddenly became first person again, and I could control myself again. Of course I walked through the portal and I was pulled in a dark space. It was almost like what you would imagine the galaxy. I saw the doorway going further away (with on the other end the jungle).
Suddenly I became aware of the real world again, I think within 5 seconds I was back in my bed. Completely conscious. I suddenly noticed the music again (Africa by TOTO). While in my dream state I didn’t hear any music, I looked at my watch and it was 23:15!
23:20 I was still progressing everything that happened, the music was still as intense as before. I could move my fingers and hands slightly, but there was no point in doing that.
23:30 I had a wonderful sensation over me, I felt very good and satisfied. It felt like just having had the peak of a Seratonin releaser.
23:40 I was very happy with the calm music that was playing: California dreaming, Led Zeppelin and TOTO. But as time passed I think my playlist ran out of that type music and I heard way more often jagged up beats and rock, I wasn’t particularly in the mood for that type of music so I switched on some classical music.
00:00 I was enjoying the symphonies of classical music. The violins playing, were having emotions to. Every loose instrument was telling a story until they merged together to play a fantastic orchestra of sounds.
00:20 I remember getting intrigued by the music composition: Dies Irae, Giuseppe Verdi. It made me remember of dying and grave places.
I had a moment were I accepted death. I had a deep thought were I accepted that death is just a chapter in life. The last new experience.
Then I got distracted and was thinking about some people I knew.
01:00 I was enjoying all this classical music, the overall effect of the drug was getting lesser and lesser but I didn’t mind. I think I got so relaxed I went to sleep or something in that direction.
02:35 I was sleeping without thoughts or dreams while I suddenly heard a huge number of decibels kicking me in the face…
The realization moment from Interstaller in the track Mountains, damn I was instantly awake when that part played. Also very confused about what happened and what in the world I was hearing. Almost like getting suddenly woken up very violently while peacefully sleeping.
I quickly turned the music down still in semi-shock. I grabbed some headphones instead to induce me back into sleep/relax state again.
03:10 my headphones died and I was nearing real sleep this time, I pulled out the headphones and turned my pillow over.
07:30 I woke up, I didn’t fell disorientated or loss of balance. Instead I felt very good, awake and I was ready for the day.
I didn’t feel like eating breakfast but I still forced myself to eat some bread and drink some water.
08:00 I feel great, I have no weird after effects or anything. When I looked back on my heart rate meter (I was wearing an apple watch while sleeping) I saw that my heart rate wasn’t so shocking at all
During the peak of the trip it stayed between 60-80 which is very normal. Also the onset was a heart rate between 70-90. While sleeping it was even 56-60.
08:30 I talked with some friends about my experience, and I think I’m very sensitive to dissociatives of this serie. I also got in a pretty deep hole from 15mg of O-PCE.
Well if you made it this far with reading I want to thank you for taking the time of reading my experience! Merci!
DMXE is part of a series in derivatives of Methoxetamine (MXE). MXE and potentially DMXE share both a dissociative character similar to ketamine, however they also posses opioid properties. DMXE mainly focuses on the NMDA receptor, it is also a seratonin reuptake inhibitor. It lasts also longer than the classic Dissociatives like PCP, Ketamine etc.
In a paper from Colorado state university they stated that DMXE has a bit less Urotoxicity than Ketamines, but still forms harmful metabolites in high doses.
So one night I was feeling like it and pulled out this DMXE. I got it as a 40mg pill, 40mg should be a medium dose according to erowid and psychonaut wiki.
Around 19:50 I swallowed the 40mg, I can remember it tasted sweet for some odd reason. Must have been the filler.
20:20: Not noticing any real effect, maybe a slight stimulation and a slight moodlift but no noticeable effects.
20:30: I went to my room and started reading a book, still not noticing anything. I was already fearing for the worst.
20:45: it has been nearly an hour now, I was thinking that I should at least have noticed some slight effect, but again nothing. I resisted the thought of taking more, maybe I would regret that later and accidently K-Hole.
21:00: I lost a bit of the idea of doing DMXE, I wasn’t feeling anything so if it didn’t work I would not care as much. It would be pretty disappointing tho.
21:10 I wanted to put on some background music while reading so I stood up and walked to my desk. After coming to my desk to retrieve my music box I noticed myself getting a little out of balance, just like the onset off O-PCE (a dissociative I tried to, was very heavy). It was only physical and I could still do everything properly.
21:30 Slowly the DMXE is starting up, very subtle change in audio perception, basses sound deeper and singing sounds way clearer. I tried to walk again but this time no loss of balance, “odd” I thought.
21:35 after checking my physical state for a couple of minutes I got a pen and paper and try to solve a simple math problem: multiply 508 x 102. It took me like 1 minute, checked it with a calculator and I was right. I wasn’t going insane (yet).
21:45 the DMXE is slowly getting intenser, I feel parts of my body getting kind of sedated-like. It is a very weird feeling, almost like someone has cut of the power and it’s working on its last reserves.
21:50 I started noticing my light getting different shades of orange, however when I focused on it, it was back to normal. In my eye corner I noticed also some distortion. Like something dented my vision for a split second.
21:53 The light of my lamp turned from orange into pink into blue back into orange. I also felt a wave of sedation and electric signals going through my body. I had that moment where if I closed my eyes, I couldn’t figure out where my toes were.
21:55 the music is getting very intense now, it feels like the music is taking over my body. I feel every pitch having a physical impact on me. I hear all the different beats separately, and then forging back into each other.
22:00 my eyelids are getting tired, they are slowly closing. I start to check if I have any noticeable hallucinations (except my light). I looked at my land map which always does funky stuff when I experience hallucinations, nothing happened.
22:05 the calmest music soothes me. Every second Im getting more and more relaxed to the point moving body parts is getting a tough job. My thoughts begin to take over, I have very deep thoughts about what happened so far in my life.
22:15 I started having some intense closed eye visuals. But nothing I have ever experienced so far. For example with LSD you have incredible visuals but you aren’t in it. With DMXE I came in a state of mind best compared with a dream.
22:20 I felt everything I was seeing, I was falling through a big massive black-white patterned cube, and I actually felt like falling in real life. First it was a little bit scary but I got used to it.
22:25 I’m imagining the most intense thoughts, every thought is becoming a experience I’m having. I don’t have any real visuals like LSD, it’s more like my mind is so amplified that I can see and experience my thoughts as real.
22:30 in my dream state im going through doors, seeing the most amazing patterns and hearing music so beautifully on the background.
22:35 I reached the peak, I was seeing an old abandoned tower near a waterfall, I could hear the water splashing on the rocks. Next moment I was observing a light bulb looking to the sky, in the background was the sun setting. 5 seconds later I was on the edge of a skyscraper. I felt the instant dizziness of standing on such a height. Beneath my I saw the clouds moving in a Jupiter-gas like way.
I lost contact with the physical world, everything was happening in my mind now. I remember my intense LSD experience where I got transferred to a fantastic unbelievable dimension called WhizWhopLand (I know I didn’t came up with that name, the LSD did). I was almost in the same state. However I didn’t experience any ego death like the WhizWhopLand, I was experiencing everything through my own eyes and body.
22:40 I suppose, I lost track of time:
The next moment I saw myself floating in the sea. I saw myself as a third person, I could zoom in and out on myself. It was really crazy.
The next thing is me (in the water) swam towards the shore of an island. I was still watching from above like a drone. I saw myself following a pathway of dark stones and reaching not much further a Mayan temple like structure with a chair on top.
Me on the island climbed that and suddenly the chair disappeared and made place for a new pathway. The whole temple like structure sank inside the ground and I continued my path, while I was still watching, this moment just behind myself. Like playing a game in third person.
I foraged through the leafs when I found a black hole/dimension entry port. It was like those movies. I was seeing a big door like black pathway, with on the other end stars and weird moving gray strains of substance.
I suddenly became first person again, and I could control myself again. Of course I walked through the portal and I was pulled in a dark space. It was almost like what you would imagine the galaxy. I saw the doorway going further away (with on the other end the jungle).
Suddenly I became aware of the real world again, I think within 5 seconds I was back in my bed. Completely conscious. I suddenly noticed the music again (Africa by TOTO). While in my dream state I didn’t hear any music, I looked at my watch and it was 23:15!
23:20 I was still progressing everything that happened, the music was still as intense as before. I could move my fingers and hands slightly, but there was no point in doing that.
23:30 I had a wonderful sensation over me, I felt very good and satisfied. It felt like just having had the peak of a Seratonin releaser.
23:40 I was very happy with the calm music that was playing: California dreaming, Led Zeppelin and TOTO. But as time passed I think my playlist ran out of that type music and I heard way more often jagged up beats and rock, I wasn’t particularly in the mood for that type of music so I switched on some classical music.
00:00 I was enjoying the symphonies of classical music. The violins playing, were having emotions to. Every loose instrument was telling a story until they merged together to play a fantastic orchestra of sounds.
00:20 I remember getting intrigued by the music composition: Dies Irae, Giuseppe Verdi. It made me remember of dying and grave places.
I had a moment were I accepted death. I had a deep thought were I accepted that death is just a chapter in life. The last new experience.
Then I got distracted and was thinking about some people I knew.
01:00 I was enjoying all this classical music, the overall effect of the drug was getting lesser and lesser but I didn’t mind. I think I got so relaxed I went to sleep or something in that direction.
02:35 I was sleeping without thoughts or dreams while I suddenly heard a huge number of decibels kicking me in the face…
The realization moment from Interstaller in the track Mountains, damn I was instantly awake when that part played. Also very confused about what happened and what in the world I was hearing. Almost like getting suddenly woken up very violently while peacefully sleeping.
I quickly turned the music down still in semi-shock. I grabbed some headphones instead to induce me back into sleep/relax state again.
03:10 my headphones died and I was nearing real sleep this time, I pulled out the headphones and turned my pillow over.
07:30 I woke up, I didn’t fell disorientated or loss of balance. Instead I felt very good, awake and I was ready for the day.
I didn’t feel like eating breakfast but I still forced myself to eat some bread and drink some water.
08:00 I feel great, I have no weird after effects or anything. When I looked back on my heart rate meter (I was wearing an apple watch while sleeping) I saw that my heart rate wasn’t so shocking at all
During the peak of the trip it stayed between 60-80 which is very normal. Also the onset was a heart rate between 70-90. While sleeping it was even 56-60.
08:30 I talked with some friends about my experience, and I think I’m very sensitive to dissociatives of this serie. I also got in a pretty deep hole from 15mg of O-PCE.
Well if you made it this far with reading I want to thank you for taking the time of reading my experience! Merci!
